When tomorrow starts without me (A Poem)/ Matthews Mum (Mum)
When tomorrow starts without me and I'm not there to see. If the sun should rise and find your eyes, all filled with tears for me. I wish so much you wouldn't cry, the way you did today. While thinking of the many things we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you. And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too But, when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand. And said my place was ready, in Heaven far above. And that I'd have to leave behind, all those I dearly love. But, as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all my life, Id always thought, I didn't want to die. I Had so much to live for, so much left to do. It seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad. I thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we had. 'If I could relive yesterday, just even for awhile. I'd say good-bye and kiss you, i and maybe make you smile. But then I fully realized, i that this could never be. For emptiness and sorrow, would take the place of me. And when I thought of worldly things, I might miss come tomorrow. I thought of you, and when I did, my heart was filled with sorrow. But, when I walked through heaven's gates, I felt so much at home. When God looked down and smiled at me, from his great golden throne, He said, "this is eternity, and all I've promised you. Today your life on earth is past, but here it starts anew. I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last. And since each day's the same day, there's no longing for the past. But, you have been so faithful, so trusting and so true. Though there were times you did some things, you knew you shouldn't do. But, you have been forgiven, and now at last your free. So, won't you take my hand, and share my life with me? So, when tomorrow starts without me, don't think we're far apart, for every time you think of me, I'm right here in your heart
THE ANGELS Did the angels come from heaven to help you through that night Did they feel your terror And take away your fright Did the angels bear the pain That was being done to you Did they hear your cries of fear And stayed to help you through Did the angels hold you tightly The way I would of done Did they know how I would feel And wish they were the one Did the angels cry out loudly For the unjustness of your plight Did they call Lord Jesus And lead you to the light Did the angels softly kiss your cheek Before you took your leave Did they remind you how I loved you so And forever more I'd grieve Did the angels whisper in your ear Don't worry you will not go alone Did they know part of me went with you The day God called you home
To my darling son, love and miss you more than words can say xxxx/ Matthews Mum (Mum)Read >>
To my darling son, love and miss you more than words can say xxxx/ Matthews Mum (Mum)
You'll always be my child - I think of you each day, Even though you must remain so very far away. A love as strong as this, I've never felt before; But you had to go away, up through heaven's door. You'll never have to suffer, or feel pain or hate, just peace and love and happiness - God has given you this fate. I hope that you can feel just how much I care; And, when my days are over, in a flash - I will be there. Pure unbounding joy! We'll never have to part. You'll be right by my side - and not just in my heart. But, until that day, when my dream is real - I think I understand, just how I should feel... "Mum, I am fine!" this must be what you would say - "Please don't be sad, we'll meet again one day: I'm with God above - so don't cry for me, Our parting is but a moment comparedto eternity
THIS IS ONE OF THE WORST DAYS SINCE YOU LEFT US. WE WISH WE COULD HAVE A PARTY AND SING TO YOU. YOU LOVED A FUSS ALTHOUGH GETTING A KISS OFF YOU WAS IMPOSSIBLE.( YUCK)
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE 4 NOW. A SPECIAL AGE FOR A VERY SPECIAL ANGEL. THE FUTURE IS VERY BLEAK MATTHEW. WE STRUGGLE THROUGH FOR THE SAKE OF JOSH AND CHAR AND OF COURSE YOUR MUM.
BE A GOOD ANGEL DARLING TILL WE MEET AGAIN THEN WE CAN BE NAUGHTY TOGETHER.
thinking of you / Debbie Bucknell (visitor)Read >>
thinking of you / Debbie Bucknell (visitor)
Just wanted to say i am thinking of you on matts birthday, hoping you can find the strenght to get through the day, i know every day is difficult without him, but there birthday is there special day . sending you lots of love. debbie Close
My darling Matthew, its the first birthday you've had in Heaven and I so hope you have a lovely day. I wish you could be here to share it with us, we miss you more than I can explain.
As we wish you happy birthday the tears begin to flow, how much we love and miss you no one will ever know. We want to tell you Matthew of which there is no doubt you are so special to think of but so hard to live without. Love and miss you loads, Hugs and Kisses
To My Special Spiderman Brother / Charlotte (Matthews sister )Read >>
To My Special Spiderman Brother / Charlotte (Matthews sister ) To Matthew I can remember when you used to climb up the door frame, sometimes I tried to do it too but I never could, I wondered how you could do it. Its not the same here without you, its very quiet and I wish you were still here moaning for your turn on the PS2. I hope you are having a nice time in Heaven, I bet its lovely there. We all miss you so much, be a good boy and one day I will play with you again. Love you loads and loads From Charlotte xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxClose
Love and Condolences / Marianne Weis (Friend of Matthew's Mummy)Read >>
Love and Condolences / Marianne Weis (Friend of Matthew's Mummy)
Sarah and family - I know how much Matthew was loved by all of you and know that he is watching over you from above the clouds in Heaven and sending every ounce of his love to comfort you. He will never be far away, as he will always hold that special place in your hearts that only he can. Matthew and my Brianne are smiling down on us because they know how much their Mummys love them and will be joining them in Heaven when God calls. Please - if there is anything at all I can do to help to ease the pain, all you need do is ask. I love you, Sarah. Close
Angel/ Charlotte Aherne &. John Duffy (Parents of one angel to another)Read >>
Angel/ Charlotte Aherne &. John Duffy (Parents of one angel to another)
Matthew rest in peace little one and have fun playing with all the other little angels hope you've met our son Evan. If u have give him a big kiss from us, know that ur family must miss you dearly and they love you with all their hearts watch over them and keep them safe xxxx love parents of Evan-duffy.memory-of.com Close
ANOTHER ANGEL HAS ENTERED HEAVEN. / TRACY FINCH (NO RELATION)
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I pray that the Lord will give you, your family, and friends strength and peace to get through this difficult time of loss. My prayers are with you. Close
Sweet, sweet Matthew! / Patty White (none)
I am so terribly saddened by your loss. My daughter had meningitis last September and we were so terribly scared for her. She pulled through and we no longer take life for granted. I will light a candle in my home for your sweet "Spiderman" and put his name on the little candle holder as a mom of a 4 yr old as well. Bless you and may the Lord heal your hurt and ease the pain. Little Spiderman...climb, fly and have fun with the angels...tell my little "Angel" hi from Mommy! Close
Condolense/ Bree
Im very sad that someone so close to u has left. I really feel bad. Im sorry to hear of such news, this also make me not take ones that i love, 4 granted. It also reminds me of a bible text that reads and no residence will say i am sick the people that are dwelling in the land will be those pardoned for their error.(Isa.33:24)I hope that these words of love will help u to feel better in dealing with ur lost, also i hope that u will gain some type of relief in ur heart. Please be happy nd healthy. With love, Close
Such a darling boy / Brenda Lewis
He is such a darling boy and you will be with him someday, even though it seems like it will never come, the day will come when we will be together with our children and there will be no more tears, no more sorrow, no more death, only goodness and love. That is where are boys are right now. htttp://taylor-lewis.memory-of.com Close
thinking of you / Debbie Bucknell (visitor)Read >>
thinking of you / Debbie Bucknell (visitor)
Hi , i have just read matts website, after coming across it after visiting my son jamies website. He is so beautiful and looks so happy, WHY is it the best get taken. It is now just over three years since we lost jamie and i am just beginning to see some light at the end of the tunnel. loosing one of our children is something we will never get over. How could we get over loosing one of our precious children.my heart goes out to matts mummy, brothers sisters and family. Close